Nest

I moved a month ago.  

In the last two weeks, I've had three birds in here - one baby on my living room floor, one adult stuck in my ceiling, and one dead baby stuck on top of my window - and someone has moved in downstairs who smokes, which is getting into my apartment and making me really sick.  There are bird nests coming through parts of my ceiling and behind my kitchen cabinets.  

My landlord has not been very helpful about any of it.   I was finally going to have my own place to be after two years of unemployment and nine months living on someone's floor, but now this.  

So I tried to art it out because this choking smothering dead bird thing is the only thing I see or feel anymore.  

Here this is on tumblr.  Please reblog it from there rather than reposting it.